well..well........i cant wait to go home in two days time.......and i miss penang food..my mum and dad homecook food yum yum....haha

sigh..just came back from church..kinda tired.....dunno why my body seems like aching all over again...hmmm....wonder is it becos i'm growing????? ahhahha,,hope so ler...

nway now super bored ler.......got nth to do...no movie to watch....
have anyone of u out there watch alexander dee??? wait for me..i'm comin back to Penang and i wanan watch.......ehhe blek....with u all...

just get to know bout the new block that i'm shifting to....boy the cupboard is so damn small....the bed is like so near to each other....then the living room seems like no ventilation....arrgghh.... haih....

well anyway miss u peeps at home....my frens in pg....frens heere in mlc..and whoever i din speak of.......

hope to see u all man....

eh ppl i got a new blog blogpsot check it out..hehe

louiscsc

god bless u all...

n HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY P**

well....i just felt the urged right now to write something which has really touched me..i mean something that i will really like to shared...

People need the Lord.....

yes..and i truly mean each and every one of you be it whether you are Christians or not....God loves everyone of us....and He sacrifice a lot for us....He gave us our parents..He gave us frens....frens that could stand by us....and indeed most important of all....He is our friend!!!

right now....i felt like i'm so humbled..humbled by what God has done for us....most of the time we just look at things...and we do sometimes blame God.....for all the problems...but...Praise God....he just stood by us...and slowly i can see now....God has a pupose for everyone of us.....

'Dont look at God and say "I have a BIG problem" but say to the problem "I have a BIG GOD"'

then we will see that life will be easier...

just as i wrote this..this song came into my mind and the speaker...

PEOPLE NEED THE LORD
by Steve Green

Everyday they pass me by,
I can see it in their eye.
Empty people filled with care,
Headed who knows where?

On they go through private pain,
Living fear to fear.
Laughter hides their silent cries,
Only Jesus hears.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize -- people need the Lord?

We are called to take His light
To a world where wrong seems right.
What would be too great a cost
For sharing life with one who's lost?

Through His love our hearts can feel
All the grief they bear.
They must hear the words of life
Only we can share.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize that we must give our lives,
For people need the Lord.
People need the Lord.

GOD BLESS YOU ALL MY FRENZ!!!!!!

'Why life cannot be simple..why does it have to be so complicated that ppl can misunderstand..why does it have to come to the point where things can get out of hand.....'

well....firstly i felt like my blog seem quite borin and someone who is 'kind' enough came up to tell me,...eehhe thanks man..*wink* and the reason i wrote the quotation above....its because things had happen and it got me to start thinking...on why everything is not perfect even for a person you might think is having a perfect life...

as for the past few days i have talks with a few friends and got to know most of my frens problems..and it just struck me on how simple problems can cause a big impact on ones life even it seems harmless in the beginning...

i might consider myself lucky cos as i compare my life since after Spm..i have got thru a lot of things...from heart breaking ones to even to the point of no turning back situation...but wat got me back to who i am now...is not from my own strength that i could stand tall among frens..but it is GOD who is compassionate over me and grants me the grace and blessings to have good friends around me...

For instance, when i broke up...i din expect it to happen but as tiem flies by..i could not imagine how i could get over it without the help of my frens and also my ex herself elr....i mean everything happens for a reason......then when i need to make decisions..i truly felt blessed for frens who are there to advise me...or even just being concerned for me...or to accompany me to listen to me...

as what i learn thru listening to my frens problem....when one have problems...its not because one is havin a bad luck cos everything seems not to go right....but it is just an indication that your normal cos everyine has thier own problem be it good or bad...and without this problem we cannto learn from our mistakes....all this poblems comes because of our own actions that triggers and reacts over it... it help us to realise things in life...it helps us to pull ourselves back down to earth and think over wat we have done..and make us to grow into a better person with a better personality..

so to all my frens who are having problems....trust in God that everything has a reason...and its for own good ..though we cant see it now....

and we as frens ...we can listen to thier problems or even a simple gesture like sending sms or even a misscall..it will make a whole different impact on ur frens aorund you..

so to all my frens around me..i will like to thank you for standing by me..for encouraging me...foe helping me to become a better person... to be a better servant for God...

God bless ...

well well.....its been a long long while since i last updated my blog..hehe....life back in Penang has been quite fun so far....pity i'm gonna go back soon.....eheh

welll...to start with last week...been goin out with frens ler,.heeh

TUES - i went to visit my old school ST. XAVIERS INSTITUTION..met lots of my frens....and teachers....walking around school and wishing i'm back...the good old times....haha....then after that in the afternoon went to watch AVP with my bro...thinking my frens had all watched already but somehow foundout that soem of them havnt even watch it yet..heeh...the movie was quite cool..though quite short...ehheh..then went hoem and do stuff elr on9..watch tv..it has been a routine for me here dee..heeheh

WED - That morniong i had to wake up relaly early to help my church kindy who are having this outing to youth park..eheh..had a good time looking after those small lil kids..then in the afternoon i follow the afternoon class kindy to BJ and the amusement park...we big boys have to watch over them..as they play those spongy and fowmam and slide thingy u kwno teh big net thingy place tofor kids to climb slide and move aorund with bacll all over the place..well..i have to go and joined them to amke sure they are ok..eheh..and somehow amaszingly i can do teh slide..hahathe long one..tough i seem kinda stuck halfway hav to push oneself down..hehheeh..then came back..watch tv..hahahhah had a good chat with a few people..knew a few secrets....ehhehe

THURS - went out in the afternoon with Pin and WF...ate nandos in gurney....bought sumthin then back to home.....boring.hehe

FRI - went out for lunch with Pin and Claire.....claire pick em n my bro up.h.aha..cool driving.....then we went to eat some western food pin reccommend...the food is quite ok elr......then went hoem and watch tv ..went on9..routine routien..heeh

SAT - well well..life back to normal..help my church rainbow kids stuff...had a good talk with pat...then went out in teh evening with my former class teacher...Mr.Ian Wiliam Howell...we went out with randall and Jeff..he drove us all the way to nibong Tebal..and into a town which is suppose to be the last town at the border of penang N Perak.ahah.then he shows us to a junction where the border of three diff state are there..Penang, Perak and Kedah...ehehhad fun...over at mainland..tehn we went to took the ferry back instead of the using the Penang bridge...it was cool.since the last time i took the ferry was like 6 or 7 years back..eheh...then we went over to Gurney and drank at the malina's place....had a long chat there.....

SUN - went to church...had fun..talk to my churchmate......found out my cute lil Godsis...jean-marie....she can walk dee.....so cute!!!eheh then went for cell group....met up with the youth....then went hoem mum teach how to cook spaghtetti..ehhe..the n went out to shop for clothes at 1-stop and gurney.........eheh

well...then today..woke up at 11...slept for 10 hours...wow..eehhe

now feeling kinda a bit bored and tired.......

but still cherrful and joyyui to be bac,k..ahahha

cheerioz~

well well...its good to be back in Penang..get to see all my frens back and do stuff for fun.h.eeheh

the trip back to Penang was quite tiring elr..reach Penang at bout 615 in the morning on Sat morn...dad pick me up..ehee..reach hoem unpack a few things...then off to my sweet bed for a good 2 hr sleep...ehhehe and i woke up late for my haircut appointment..heheeh..went to trim..hehe trim as in just make it look nicer..haha hair still a bit long ..but shorter compare to last time..heheh......

Sat afternoon din do much things...busy unpacking my stuff..and doin dirty laundry..heheh..then at night....went for a barbeque steamboat..hehe tom yam......yum yum...actually its to celebrate my fren b'day...hehe...well we hav much fun eating a lot.haha..i'm totally full....met up with dan vince mamak and his gf...su peng...the whole sda group..and wei pin..hehe haad much fun updatin each other...
then when we are cutting cake for ernie..the sho[ owner came over and helpu us makin it more funny.h.ehe
he push ernie face rite onto the cake..ahah

nway on Sun went to church...meet up two new babies..ehehe cute ler grace liek her sis only...heheh.....then went to hav breakfast with william my good best fren....then had chit chat seession with some....frens....then off to home for lunch..basically yesterday i din do anythin much..quite bored elr..wishin to hav more fun but....sigh...
tehn thsi mron was suppose to go to school to visit frens and teachers..haha..but i woke up late..cos its raining..yay!!!!ahhah really sleep a lot man..ehheeh

nway now i'm feeling quite bored ler....maybe tonight go to william hse to swim..ehehhe=)

chaos ppl...
miss u all.....=P

AWESOME!!!! thats what i can say bout this camp..i really do have fun..the fellowship..the praise and worship...the sermon..and overall its great to just see all of us growing together in God';s way...

the first day we went up and amzingly no one felt dizzy or vomit..hehe...then we all check in to our rooms and we start havin our prgrammes till night time...ice breaker...food was really great... then the first session by Pas., Joanne...

the second day we woke up and had negaraku beiong sung..hehe then we had breakfast and then straight to workshop....again it really fun cos games are being played with a purpose..the roman jew game..then had lunh...mm......delicious...then we had our games..bu unfortunately halfway thru..the rain came donw..so we hav to cut it short...then after dinner we had our session 2..again,.its an opening to me to see how the diferences between a first generation and seond generation and third generation of christian cope with life and thier passion..its totally woke me up...after the seeion we had the most interesthing game of all time..the treausre hunt in the middle of the night..hheit was really a challenge........hehe..i really enjoy it...wiht all the decoding of the clue..its was totally creative and super fuin....

on the third day of the camp..we had again our last session and workshop....hehe..then in the afternoon we had our station games..i was in charge of one games and boy it was really fun torturing ppl..oopss..haha no elr...just fun playing around watching ppl...

then on the last day.. it was toatlly a quite a sad day cos all of dont get to see oeach other until the next trimester....but we all parted int he bus..he.eh
and i think my head awas spinning round and dound cos the bus driver crazy wan..driving down the winding road so fast...i nearly vomitted..but luckily didnt....hee..then we reach back malacca yesterday evening.....went out to eatdinner with dayze belle aaron and wayne..then went over to lilo hse to give her and her frens the strawberry...then b4 midnight i went over tto the basketball court to celebrate belle birthday....then went for a late night supper...haha...quite hav a fun time...:D

the this morning woke up quite late...i cant wait to go home now...ish..1030 at night bus..gonna reach penang tomoro morning...

i miss my home...i miss my frens...

For this past few days...i hav been in a kinda blurry motion...
i slept at 4 or 5 then..wake up at 12...yeah..heeh

been to my fren, Lilo hse for a few times with frens..cos she is kinda alone....moreover she will nto be goin back to her hometown back in laos...so i accompany her to watch movie...glad to see her being happy.... and feeling home here ler..=)

alright back to my daily activities here durin this break..been doin nth exciting except..hehe goen bowling two nights ago with ym cf seniors..amazingly i chalked out a quite a good result for me ler..hehe i got a turkey..and my score for two rounds each is above 100...hehe quite an achievement for an all time beginner..ehe...

anyhow..i miss u guys all my frens back in Penang....love the time we spent togetehr and love the food there..hehe....

Hope to see you all around.....

Take care...

miss all of my frens back in penang or here..=)

well.....firstly..yeah..exams are over..and boy am i glad......but tehn...
now i really dunno wat to do ler...i'm totally bored....imagine..all ur friends goin back to thier hometown..and its ike the whole house is empty except u.....

sigh...i guesss i shud go back but then i think kinda waste my parents money ler..cos i will be goin for my cf camp..yeah!!!hehe but still..i wana go back to pg to see someone elr...=P

but anyhow....now i'm totally bored...somebody help me...

bored.......
bored........

ehheh

well to start of with the week....exam exam exam..neverending..... exams....on Mon i had english..ok ler hehe..normal......then just yeaterday only i had two and i mean 2 papers sigh and its one of the toughest...i had my Physics and Computer Application paper.... the phy paper is a killer while the com app is quite ok elr...cos i spent liek hours studyin..=)

nway for today i had Human Development paper....its really ok elr..hehe its a two hour paper and i finish in half an hour for 80 MCq..hehe really quite ok elr..dunno can score or nto.. then tomoro got my last paper Pre calculus guess another killer one.h.ehe


then just the phy killer paper is nto enough to make me sad..my dad sms me sayin that my mum admitted into hospital right after my phy paper....sigh....luckily nth serious elr..=)....

guess i betetr go do some revision and then enjoy.he.he

to all my frens..too many to nake but esp CF members and my frens back in PG..thanks for ur concern..and May God bless u all....

adios and take care.......

i'm so utterly so sad now ler....sigh....... something that is really precious and memorable to me...has been broken..i dunno how it happen but it just happen...and i'm so really devastated....it is my cross that i wore everyday....and it broke today....

and its not just a cross that seems a jewelery but its very memorable to me..its was given to me by my first love...my ex gf...
haih...but wat to do..now i hav to bear with it...so sad

so sad.....

haih.....

sigh.........